you're getting better and better; it's getting easier than ever.

* we got into trouble and when stuff got bad, i got sent away. i was wavin' on the train platform, cryin' cause i know i'm never comin' back. *
 
this is what makes us girls - lana del rey.
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howdy!
 
this set's blue because whenever i listen to this song my synesthesia screams 'light blue! light blue!'
 
i've been actually doing great, which is amazing for me.
i think this is the happiest i've been for the first time, which is incredible.
anyway.
 
how are you all?
i hope you're doing fantastic; you deserve it.
and if you're in school, there's one more day 'til the weekend, so no need to fear.
 
i don't know about anyone else but i'm super psyched for summer ohmygoddddddd.
i bought the cutest shorts ever and i can't wait to wear 'em.
i want my scars to heal soon sighhhhhh.
 
what are you guys doing over the summer?
i'm going to a charli xcx concert and a one direction concert. i'm also gonna see the wax figures of the boys and i'm gonna try so hard not to laugh at wax liam. but we all know that's impossible.
 
i hope you have a great weekend.
 
adios!
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* this is what makes us girls, we all look for heaven and we put love first; somethin' that we die for, it's our curse, and cry about it, and cry about it. *
 
@niall3rjames
@perrieedwards-anon
@paigehurd-an0n3
@josh-devine
@hazzaanon
@ladyg4ga
@le-an0nymous-acacia-shannon

* sweet sweet little ramona, i think i'll try to phone her. i let her in if you're wondering why, 'cause she's a spy for the bbi. *

ramona - the ramones.

* sweet sweet little ramona, i think i'll try to phone her. i let her in if you're wondering why, 'cause she's a spy for the bbi. *

ramona - the ramones.

* sweet sweet little ramona, i think i'll try to phone her. i let her in if you're wondering why, 'cause she's a spy for the bbi. *

ramona - the ramones.

* sweet sweet little ramona, i think i'll try to phone her. i let her in if you're wondering why, 'cause she's a spy for the bbi. *

ramona - the ramones.

* sweet sweet little ramona, i think i'll try to phone her. i let her in if you're wondering why, 'cause she's a spy for the bbi. *
 
ramona - the ramones.

* now she's very angry 'cause they say she's lost the plot. and now she's laughing at the mirror at her paper dress, 'cause she has a troubled mind. *
 
troubled mind - marina and the diamonds.
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hi guys.
i just came back yesterday from 6 days in the psych ward. i'm gonna tell you about my experience there, how i wound up there, and what i've learned. it's different from all the other ones i went to and stayed at. okay, here it goes.
 
on sunday, i tried killing myself. it literally //almost// worked. i was so close. i'm not gonna say what i did or why, because that's personal. anyways. my music was blasting too loud, and i always do that, but it was never really noticed. this time, my neighbour was getting pissed off at the bass beating against his wall and just the loudness. he said that he tried knocking on my door, but because i was passed out, i didn't answer. so then, he got the owner of my building. the owner of my building got pissed because i wouldn't answer, so he opened the door and then they saw me. i was lying on the floor, unconscious, literally on the verge of dying. that's what they told me. when i woke up, i was in the hospital in the psych ward. everything was going to change from there.
 
when i woke up, i asked what happened to me and why i was here. i was told everything, and i actually am genuinely sad that i was found. i didn't really want to be because being found means staying alive and staying alive means living in more pain. i just healed for a day or two, and then after that, the therapists and doctors there tried to fix me. i was uncomfortable about opening up about certain things, but i only said a few things. i liked it this time around because they actually wanted to help and it was a different hospital. i got to do lots of art and stuff to calm me down, it was probably the best ward i've been in, and i really appreciated my experience there.
 
but when i came back home, nothing had changed. life stayed the same. that's something i learned; life won't stop for anybody when you're gone. as much as you think it will, it doesn't. we all won't even be memories someday. there'll be no trace of us left at all. nobody will know who we were. don't let that bring you down, but it's the truth. life; it'll always go on. so make the most of it.
 
since coming home, my addiction to toontown i used to have has come back. dammit.
 
anywho, i hope everyone's doing well. don't forget that if you ever need anything at all, i'm here, i swear it.
 
i'm gonna update my showcase and change my icon now.
 
adios!
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* rosie black, she walked up in here wired in crack. it's for the kids who have low self esteem; they've got no concept of reality, living their lives in a fantasy. *
 
@niall3rjames
@perrieedwards-anon
@paigehurd-an0n3
@josh-devine
@hazzaanon
@ladyg4ga
@le-an0nymous-acacia-shannon

* i'm feeling so out of this world. with you, i'm a different girl, you're my future love. could we make a home in the stars? somewhere in the galaxy far. *
 
future love - lady gaga.
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once upon a cold night on 31 March 2012, i decided to make an anon account. i had seen a few people on my personal account as anons and i thought they seemed cool, so i figured "why not try it?" and now i'm here.
 
i could tell you about all the amazing friendships i have and all the relationships i've been through, but i've never actually had any of that. i met my very first ever friend/best friend on here, and we're still friends and i'm very happy about that; they're my favourite person in the entire world. they know who they are.
 
i suppose i'll just start from the beginning.
if you go back and look at my very first set, that's how the sets for anons here used to be. they've changed a whole lot. i had no idea how anything worked, and nobody messaged me until like 2 months after i joined. i thought i had to act exactly like evanna, so i was really confused on how to do that because she's absolutely perfect and i don't even know how to be perfect, like, okay. anyways. i found it really tough and i was really lonely, so i wasn't sure what to do. i just made sets and stalked people. but when i first started talking to people, it was weird because i wasn't sure what to say because i am actually legitimately socially awkward and have no idea what to talk about, like ever{as stated in my bio}. i was literally such a loser{i still am weyhey but who isn't?}, you can look through my oldoldoldoldoldoldold sets because they're embarrassing.
 
i've lost so many people on here for no reason at all, and that's disappointed me to a point unimaginable. i don't know what i did, but they just left. i gave them my all, and they just disappeared. i'm really sad about that still. but whatever. people are like flies, they bug you for a while and then they leave.
 
anyway, that's basically my story here. not that interesting at all. really.
 
so now i'll back to the normal ramble, yeah?
i'm really in an extremely bad state of being right now but that's irrelevant i guess because it seems to annoy people when i talk about myself, no wonder i get reported for that.
 
anyways, you should message me, i'd really like a fresh start with people here and to meet new people because i am gonna drown in loneliness. okay.
 
oh, also, could you listen to my cover of 'it's time' by imagine dragons? it's kinda shitty, sorry, i was kinda drunk when i made it so that's why i was slurring and kinda pitchy. my clapping is pretty off too, agh. anyways, here's the link;https://soundcloud.com/obs3ssions/its-time-cover-by-me
 
adios.
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* oh-oh-oh, you're my future love. i want your fu-fu-fu-fu-future love. i want your fu-fu-fu-fu-future love. would you be my fu-fu-fu-fu-future love? *
 
@niall3rjames
@perrieedwards-anon
@paigehurd-an0n3
@anonymous-chachi
@c4ld3ran0n
@josh-devine
@hazzaanon
@louis-anon
@le-an0nymous-acacia-shannon

* baby says if ever you see skin as fair or eyes as deep and dark as mine, i'll know you're lying. *
 
baby says - the kills.
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hello.
 
this probably isn't a good set, but whatever.
 
how are all of you?
i hope you're all doing well.
 
my birthday was yesterday.
it was really awful.
it was fine for like 3 minutes, then it got bad.
 
i'm in a really bad mood but that's irrelevant.
 
the kills are my latest band obsession.
 
i'm reading tfios for the 45954694056985964569th time.
 
that's all.
 
adios.
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* baby says 'oh, how i love romance'. i'll get from all your sleeping dogs you felt of god. i'll get one yet. *
 
@niall3rjames
@perrieedwards-anon
@paigehurd-an0n3
@anonymous-chachi
@c4ld3ran0n
@josh-devine
@hazzaanon
@louis-anon
@le-an0nymous-acacia-shannon